testament I

MANKIND IS A FAILURE.FREE WILL IS A FLAW.LET THE EVIL OF THEIR OWN LIPS CONSUME THEM.THEN I SHALL BEGIN AGAIN, WITH MY WORD AS LAW.

GOGGLES/CHURCH/HAYDEN+

he/it - oct. 27

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last updated: 5/1/23

TESTAMENT II

FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURE AFTER FAILURETHE RESULTS REFUSE TO ALTERAGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAINMY FAITH BEGINS TO FALTER

fixations are bolded, sentimental are italicized.

  • theology*

  • angelology

  • true crime

  • original characters

  • psychology

  • criminology

  • arg's

* while i primarily explore and study abrahamic religions, the knowledge is only used to further my storytelling. i am not someone to talk about your personal faith to.

  • digital art

  • traditional sketching

  • writing

  • video games

  • collecting

TESTAMENT III

UNCOUNTABLE CYCLES OF CREATION WASTED
UNCOUNTABLE FORMULAS FOR A MIND WITHOUT FREE WILL WASTEDDAMNED IS MAN FOR FAILING TO FOLLOW MY RULE, MY WORD, MY LAW
DAMNED TO AN ETERNITY OF TORTURE AND SUFFERING,
THE WAILING AND THE GNASHING OF TEETHI HAVE CREATED HELL . . .. . . And now I can no longer unmake it

fixations are bolded, sentimental are italicized. some media may be unlisted.

television

  • criminal minds

  • godzilla franchise

  • hannibal

  • good omens

  • eddsworld

  • my little pony

animanga

  • death note

  • beastars

  • kuroshitsuji

  • serial experiments lain

  • satsuriku no tenshi

  • saiki k

games

  • sonic franchise

  • boyfriend to death

  • yokai watch

  • ultrakill

  • pokemon

  • pjsekai

  • minecraft

  • night in the woods

  • detroit: become human

  • undertale

books

  • warriors franchise

  • the clockwork three

music

  • idkhow

  • iamx

  • my chemical romance

  • sneaker pimps

  • get scared

  • glass animals

  • the brobecks

content creators

  • abroad in japan

  • cdawgva

  • jacksepticeye

  • manlybadasshero

misc.

  • vocaloid/utau

  • kaijus

  • wtnv

  • trash taste podcast

TESTAMENT IV

"FATHER, WHY ETERNAL TORMENT? IS IT NOT CRUEL?
IS TORTURE UNENDING TRULY A FATE FIT FOR A FOOL?"AN ANGEL SO BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL ASKED ME THIS . . .
AND I COULD FIND NO ANSWER
FOR I COULD NEVER FACE THE GUILT OF WHAT I'D DONE . . .
MY REGRET, A GNAWING CANCERIN MY HOUR OF WEAKNESS, TERROR POSSESSED ME THEN
AND I CAST LUCIFER, TOO, INTO THE INFERNAL DENONCE I REALIZED WHAT I HAD JUST DONE . . .
I COULD ONLY WEEP
AS I SANK SLOWLY INTO THE DEPTHS OF DESPAIR . . .
DEEP, OH SO DEEP

cloud <3tordredsamkameronashpigeon

cloud / charley

01/20/22

🐱 x 🐸

i've known them since 5th grade. i've probably had a crush on them since a little bit after that. i met them because they were drawing sans undertale on their nametag, and i couldn't be any happieri'm too shy to gush in public, and there's little chance of them seeing this anyways, but i love you jay!